The 'draw 25' meme; the first panel is a picture of a custom UNO card labeled 'make one of the posts you've been thinking of or draw 25'. The second panel has a man who has presumably drawn 25 cards labeled 'me every month, dreading the monthly blog post'. A long-haired individual in front of an elevator laying face-down on the floor.
Made with the imgflip meme generator. I'm basically spiritually this 24/7. Source: Flickr

I feel like those images sum it up pretty nicely. I'm just... constantly exhausted, so even though I have a couple of really good ideas for in-depth, researched, educational blog posts, I go to actually write them and... nope. Like I have an idea for one about nostalgia and the internet, and literally started writing something about anxiety with publishing and putting yourself out there, and just... nope.

I do come bearing good news, however: I got on SSI! I'm still waiting on the SSDI response, but the judge approved that one too, so that'll be a little bit of additional money. More than that, I'm on Medicaid and Medicare now, and on a special program so that I don't have any premiums or copays.

I KNOW, RIGHT? This is huge for me! I'm so happy I'll continue to have access to all the medical treatment I need. I was really worried about that, but I have a ton of help ismply because of my circumstances.

I also started cleaning my room, a bit, kind of. I'm taking it really slowly and just doing it randomly, however much I feel up to, so it's slow progress but at least it's started. It's progress.

Forgive the short March post. As I said: I'm exhausted. Even with good news, it's not really enough to make up for all the messy circumstances of life. Tiredness is my default. Which sucks, but what can you do.

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